As you all know , i am heading back to London in a few more hours

I really really want to meet this one guy , but unfortunately i can't . 

I just heard new from his friend yesterday that he's gonna be operate .

But i don't know when , why and where . 

His wish didn't came true , i'm so sorry babe . 

I do the best that i can to get out from this house . 

You knew how my parents treat me right ?

Way to over protective . 

Babe , i really really miss you and yes i fall for you .

This time i'm not coming back to KL . 

I am staying there . 

Wish you have a happy life .

You miss me , i miss you . You love me , i love you more .
Jeongmal mianhae .

Oppa , saranghae . 

Dude ! Happy birthday to you my pumpkin pie . aww , i really want to say that . hehe .  So how old are you now ?  i totally forgot about that .  so whatever , HAHA . 

I miss you tahu taaakk ?! sorry , i deactivate my facebook not i remove you -_- . dude ,  you must know and remember this . i will always miss you and will always love you no matter what happens . 

You do make me smile again even i'm in a sad mood . yeah , i don't know why everytime i talk to you . i will just smile and non stop smiling . i'm saying this not cause wanna you be touch . haha , just wanna tell you how i feel bout you . 

Yeah , i like you more than a friend , but lets forget it . heee , so i guess i will stop here . once more again . HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

Even you broke my heart into million of pieces . I still love you and still waiting for you to give me a second chance  . But i know i won't ever ever get it . Babe , everyone deserve a second chance . 

Some people said .  " MOVE ON " . What you think i am a robot who can automatic " MOVE ON "  ? think before you say anything babe . Sometime i would think . Should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements ? 

I am better off , and pretending that i never knew you  :/ My plan now is forgive and forget . Forgive myself for being stupid  , and forget that you ever exist .  Can do one thing for me ? I need you to pretend that we are in love again 

The only truth painful are the ones that are never said and never explained . 

ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU JUNAIN :/

Okay , today i wanna talk bout this girl . Isn't she is pretty ? Hell yeah she is pretty . She is so cute when is is sulking . hehehe , I don't remember when i meet her . But as far as i know its in JUN ? or JULY ? or AUGUST ? hehe . 

She is very talkative person . I never meet her . hmm , its not my destiny to meet her . heee , but i hope one day i could meet her . i found out that she is interesting . Yeah , she is very very friendly . 

Its been month we didn't chat . She thought i forget bout her . Silly , i never forget you babe . Thank god i found a very friendly girl like you . 

Last words from me   " I LOVE YOU "  :')